Astrological chart!!!
I think this kinda explain why I am the way I am!!!suprizingly most of it is true..the first line was shocking..

"Those with their Venus in Pisces are often in love with the notion of being in love. Not very real, eh? Call it fantasy if you will, but those enjoying this placement are sensitive, compassionate and romantic souls who simply march to the beat of a different drummer. Much like the Fish who grace their House of Love, these folks love to swim in the sea of love. It's wet, wild and wonderful in there! Even so, this intense desire to be in love can lead to seeing what they want to see, not what is really there. How can this be? Isn't love supposed to be beautiful and true? Once again, a bit of fantasy mixed with reality, but that's what happens when Venus is visited by Pisces. As well, those with their Venus in Pisces see love and sexuality as spiritual experiences: a state of love is not worth achieving unless it is accompanied by complete transcendence and bliss. Not everyone can swim in this sea, but for those who can, it's a complete experience. Having your Venus in Pisces may mean that you spend a lot of time explaining yourself, especially where affairs of the heart are concerned. That's okay, because these people would only want to be with someone who appreciates, and understands, their often misunderstood souls."
source: http://www.ivillage.com/

last night Iranian Canadian network was great..but I had to do the hard part among all the volunteers;)working simultaniously on the computer and producing labels and including people's name to the existing lists:)but it worthed it..it became really fun after a while..I met one of my classmates there which was great:)and some other people people from our usual Agora gatherings...The hourable Minister of Health talked about Canadian dream and lots of other stuff but I wasn't in the meeting in the first portion but could sit down after everyone came...I wonder what happened at Mohandes executive meeting;)since I couldn't go...but the best part for me was two things..first was very suprizing...I got an appreciation award from Minister of Health for volunteering!!!:)something that I do a lot and never get recognized;)I am joking..it really is nice to get recognized for the good things you do..I should put that in my mind for future expereinces:)mental picture of it:) and second was meeting with Mr. Rastan!!!I can't beilieve that he is related to Sina's family:)He is the cousin of Professor Rastan:) my parents and Sina's parents used to tell us to be quit when he was home;)we were kids and we always loved to run around and his appartment was exactly one level beneath..I never had the chance to go to his place..always kinda was scared of it...even when we were sneaking to the second floor of that 4 story building still when we would get to the third floor, me, maryam,sina,hamid, Ayeh and Iman used to walk real slowly;)not to wake him up or annoy him;)anyways the rush of all those good memories is sometimes great and I think I need them alot..to remind myself of the times that I was sooo different in personality:P..that I was a kid..not that I am not anymore;)

Turkish guy: I want to buy an eye make up set for one of my friends..do you know where I should go?
Me:there is a set for just eye make up??I always bought them separately!!
does anyone know that is such thing exist? I have to go to Eaton and see for myself;)
Another persian beaty:)Miss Germany is half German and Half Persian:)congrats to her:)as usual we are very proud of all of you guys who are qualified enough to participate in these competitions...
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Me: I am volunteering for this business meeting
Turkish guy:you seem very rich!!
Me:why?I just love volunteering:)

volunteering at IC network is going to be interesting..my dad asked me if I can go and help them and ofcourse I said yes:)I love volunteer work..and meeting new people of different walks of life and way of thinking and careers...please pray for me....I wan't this job in Calgery so much.......I know I would leave this life here in Toronto...but if it means that I would learn more about life and myself and world, I would rather do it for some time...and I am realizing that in this world there is no one really you can depend on exept yourself...
Dr. Roy: IN LIFE,ITS NOT WHAT YOU KNOW, ITS WHO YOU KNOW
oh yesterday I met the fiance of this Chillie girl who is American and doing his PhD. in persian litreture!!!his Farsi is sooooooooooo cute..and amazingly he knew the meaning of my name and my other persian friends. Its funny he could relate all our names to poems:)..the meanings that I didn't knew!!!I asked him what his name was and he said:Chad..and that his name unfortunately doesn't have any meaning..
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Last night my family and I watched the movie: "meet my parents", it is a hallerious!!!its amazing how here, the groom to be has problems with the father of the bride to be!!!exactly the other way around in Iran..that it is the mothers that are the scary people who are kinda out there to get you;)

The more I talk to this Turkish guy who is new in our lab, the more he I become interested to know him more!!!he is sooo interesting...I am very impressed by him..he is 34 and wants to get married. He told me all sort of stuff about marriage and that he has made up a list...at this point I was sooooo suprized..he told me I should start writing my list:)I have never met a capricorn before and we have 2 capricorns in our lab and the more I get to know them, the more I realize how nice they are;)...anyways I am going to start my Latin Classes in higher level by next week:)..anyways I got to go..fooooooood I am so hungry...burger king is waiting for me:)

this weekend really took my mind off the stuff happened during this week...Although it was very cold on Friday night and my parents thought I was going crazy..one of my friends and I went to Flamingo club to practice our Latin dancing..I am really glad that I went..it really took my mind off last week..and I think we are getting better and better:)because it was friday it wasn't crowded at all and it was only 7 or 10 couples on the ground and a big space with a great DJ:)may be in a year or two we can go for competitions;)...and last night was one of our family friends party...it was for the father of the family who got his liscence to practice physiotherapy in Canada...it was a good party although I didn't know most of the people but its always great to meet new people...oh I started helping the political election compains for Ali Ehsasi's nominations for Federal Liberal Election:)I hope he wins..we really need an Iranian in federal level..I was going to help with one of my friends and I heard that one of my friend's fiance was killed last week:(I have heard the news about the Persian guy who was killed but had no idea that he was the fiance of some one I knew...it was really sad...the parents of the guy wore their clothes that had on for his engagement party..:(so saaaaaaaaaaaad